Sunday, March 27, 2005
bahh i guess i'm alrite now la... its like its commonplace for me to keep posting my disappointment.. mayb i shld keep it to myself nxt time or sth...
nvrtheless, i just finished watching 'enough' by jennifer lopez.. my uncle loaned my that tape.. it's quite nice show seriously.. abt how jennifer lopez swallowed the abuses and threats by her husband and flee to different places to avoid her husband and was constantly hiding from him until one day she couldn't take it and had this plan to take on his husband psychologically and physically (yea she took kungfu lessons) ans in the end she won... as in she killed her husband in his house but wasnt arrested cos she planned it to seem as if she killed him due to self defence.. damn smart.. haha...
finished the proposal and intro chapters for MRP le... left lit review to pia.. and both yufeng and I are going to be damn bz so might as well pia now... =P the good thing abt yufeng as a partner is that u almost noe definitely that he dusen slack and u feel good even if he aint working.. wonder why la... bahh just get good grades then can liao.. the rest i dun bother le...
*me smelling my phytochem's perfume now.. damn nice* oh yea, i met kevin cheng at KAP when having dinner with sean and shengheng and he was having dinner with his sec 4 students and extra lester. then he 'volunteered' me to be part of the OT for the iSpark CMC trng camp at late june this yr.. then i was like hesistant and gave him a mail to tell him abt my lack of confidence and experience blah.. then he replied that he doesn't matter if it was my first time, all he needs to know is that i am passionate and interested then can liao.. so i guess i might be in OT (hopefully) with darrell and other pple la... cos this might be a stepping stone for me to lead for once... =D
bahh shall do lit review research now.. cya
Signing off,
KX
3/27/2005 05:06:00 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
this feelin just won't go away... i really am depressed and pissed, both feelings mixed and stuck in my left brain right now... the fun i had ytd was on the upper end of the balance scale...
band today. i always love band since i improved kinda drastically. but now with kun won back again, psychologically and subconsciously, the 'bad' memories came back or sth.. the mental block is present again.. i play like utter shit.. my g flat is shit, my pitching of notes above C is shit as well.. its like i've turned into a perfectionisto even b4 i can play the song well... i tink my playing sucks now for some reason, i just hate it, i cant play running notes correctly consistently, nor my practiced parts came out well.. and after the departure of songyo, kunwon took the section but was made up with unexpected responses..
kun won is musically talented. it dusen take a genius to know that.. he conducts real well in my opinion and with the expression as well.. somehow terence and ivan just kept laffing while he was conducting and blasted the song at the legato parts and were laffing at the accented part.. i'm just damn pissed at them wasting constructive time and not being serious and so i kinda pmsed or sth.. i'm just damn tired and depressed abt my playing la...
so i went to VE at 9.30... gosh, we're learning a new song and i was supposed to sing with the sopranoes cos we are kinda split again... then the tenors were singing their part and they sound dreadful... the tone and everything, they were just screaming off pitch.. darrell was singing with them cos he was damn bored and he actually sounded better than them.. the bass sound bad also.. for some reason everyone was off-form la.. the sops are too soft due to their low-falsetto note and one sec 1 kept asking me to sing in falsetto when darrell asked me to sing in real voice... then i heck and dint sing much la...
then the worst thing happen.. the sec 1s, being stupid and irritating and attn seeking, played with rubber bands and weren't listening to mr yong at all lor... then its like their playfulness is intolerable, even towards mr. yong and he couldnt take it anymore.. he slammed the piano, said byebye and walked out of the room and slammed the door.. then darrell cant persuade him to return...
he's like damn tired and annoyed by our bai lei choir... i hate to say this, but i tink
we shld just disband. i wonder how many people will rejoice by this wonderful scenario but haii, look at it, i'd rather just sing with a few people that can sing, than going to a place where not all can sing, not all can behave and the teacher i/c doesn't give constructive advice to the students? its like after band (which turned out pretty bad), now this.
then another wave struck me hard... real hard and badly... after ve, ms siew, darrell, pinyan jianyi and i were at the piano and singing and talking la... then ms siew said that the VE perf was better than any performances in humans nite, even voices.. then i sorta argued politely with her and all, but she was insistent. nvrmind... then she suddenly just said to everyone that I keep thinking that i sing very well but in actual fact i sing very badly... then i was damn taken aback.. then pinyan said aloud 'i also think you sing very lan'... and jianyi and darrell were just there keeping quiet. prolly they agree with siewyp too thus they dint stand up for me. i would stand up to darrell or jianyi if siewyp says that they sound bad... no questions at all.. but they dint.. mayb everyone thinks i sing like crap... but how can i live in the fantasy that i sound good? are they jealous or isit true?
siewyp says i use the wrong technique to sing and sound damn bad... and she keeps asking me to use
her technique... mr yong teaches me another technique and all... wat throat opening and all.. i seriously dont give a freaking damn... watever i do, i am just bad at it ok? jianyi prolly thinks the same thing too... darrell at least says it superficially that i sound not that bad even tho he might think otherwise but bahh, i trust darrell. if i am using the wrong technique, why doesn't mr yong correct me? i aint tone deaf, and sometimes my tone sound strained shld i attempt to hit the higher notes that other tenors can reach? i really dun get it at all...
yup, jianyi's tarot has told me that i shldnt be so ego... i dint say that i sing well in front of miss siew have i? i dun believe how can she actually say that... its like letting a bitch pierce my heart and my safety kit aint there for me...
i love music. i love singing. singing is my life, my passion. i work hard for it, i research on singing at times, i listen to songs and sing with it... some people say that i sound nice, some don't. i can accept that fact.but constantly saying that my passion, my life, my singing is bad, is really nailing me to a dead end... i believe so much in my singing, despite whether people likes it or not... i can singer higher than most people, and i can sing on pitch, that makes my singing above average. people just dun get it... more than half of the world or even 70% is tone deaf... i am one of that special category that can sing relatively well.. i know that... i love my singing when i sound nice.. i hate my singing sometimes too.. pple like shengheng or sean says my singing sucks, i dun mind at all cos either they dun mean it or they just wanna make me angry or they're just annoyed by my non stop radio...
wat i can't take is that there are people in this world that keeps harping on the point that i can't sing, i sound like shit/constipated/cow and my voice sucks and they mean it to spite me cos they're jealous or cos they think they sound great and wanna push me down and all.. it's just very weird and very hard for me to take that.. like the e.g. of siewyp today, i am really depressed la... cos i like my singing and i know i can sing quite well cos its my passion and its wat i do... but now i really doubt it myself.. i really do not want to give myself false hopes anymore..
e.g. terence is damn zai in eupho and he knows it himself... wat if one day kunwon or ivan just tells him that he uses the wrong technique to play the eupho and he sounds sucky? and they keep harping on the fact that he aint made out to be a eupho player? and asks him not to play pieces of higher standards and dun tink that he's very qiang even tho he played the solo SYF? i am sure terence will be damn depressed and broken hearted... all his work in the solo, his excitement and anxiety over it, over the past 2 yrs, he've been working so hard and all aint appreciated one bit.. he's prolly feel the same way...
or mayb to kun won that his piano playing sucks, and asks him not to practice cos its of no use.. there's no need for another maksim and all... and tell him to stop acting as if he's damn pro cos he isn't and everything... but the fact is that he plays the piano damn well! and he knows that himself! so if i do ever say that kind of crap to him, its either cos i am jealous or crazy or watever...
my point is that nvr criticise wat one does best... it really hurts alot... imagine the hurt jeffrey will suffer shld i say jeffrey's high marks for chinese summary is just tyco and suggest that he prolly slept with yangwz to get that kind of marks.. or if i say that sua dont deserve his top student award cos he got less exemptions than me last yr and also tells him not to listen to songs cos he cant sing them well anywayy.. imagine how depressed he'll feel if i actually said it due to my jealousy?
wonder how jianyi will take it if i tell him to stop thinking that he's damn zai in singing in bass section cos hewlett can do much better and that his tone sucks and his technique is so wrong until he sound throaty and strained? or how i shut jeffrey up when he's singing the christie accending notes for phantom that he sounds airy and sucky and shld in now way, sing that part anymore cos its just painful to the ear just because i think i can do better than them?
i tink it'll be a whole lot of hell to handle those kindof criticism - the feeling of being pushed down and criticisied by something I think I do well in. yea, that feeling just won't go away...
bahh that's like damn sad cos i dun really make sense.. hope the following with make me happier.. my outing wif ash, jy and yam ytd...
met ash at HMV at 12.30 then he went for lunch and we went to plaza sing to get my serviced motorla e398.. turned out to be problem with the charger and it's replaced now... yay! then after we met up with jy and went back to cine to play arcade games while waiting for yam..
haha arcade is quite fun la.. but i dint get to play marvel VS capcom.. its damn fun, esp when i played with sean last last last week or sth haha... then we waited for yam and he arrived just in time before swing gals started at 3.25pm...
so we watched the show la.. its damn nice and funny lor.. not at all disappointed.. the ending of the show is damn similar to 'voices' but i tink its damn worth to watch cos its damn musical and funny...
and yam had a nosebleed lookin at the gals.. jkjk..
oh ya Jy bought the one ring from LOTR.. very cool and shiny, haha but dusen really look good on him cos its too shiny.. =P..
then after that i went to my mother side grandma hse to play with my cousins and all... and my younger and older cousin accompanied to giants supermarket to buy the thumbdrive on offer - 64.90 for a 512mb one.. so buy for my mom and we passed by this weighing machine thing and tried our weight and fortune on it...
1st try we followed the instructions (to step on the scale till the wheel stops and slot the coin in) but dint work.. so my cousin stepped down and i step on the scale with one leg and the machine generated the paper out saying 27.5 kg.. then 2nd time none of us stepped onto the scale cos we are afraid of wat happened in the first time so i told him to slot the coin in first and once he slotted it in, the machine generated a 0kg and we laffed like mad.. so third time we learnt our lesson and i got 44.5kg haha with fortune that tells me to accept advice from those higher above me... damn crappy la...
oh ya i injured my leg muscle at the fitness corner damn pain haha... then we return to watch AI and survivor...carrie dint get voted out yay! and so happy that mikalah was out cos she really dint sing that well... i tink constatine is like the america's sylvester liddat.. so ugly and sing so badly still can win over such massive population of stupid and deaf voters... so sad...
then stef rocks so much in survivor cos in the reward challenge they had to shoot 8 targets down and stef shot four for her tribe lor.. all her shots she shot the target and won the reward for ulong.. but sigh.. ulong was in tribal council again and i'm so happy that bobby jon switched vote to vote out james the jew.. yay!!! but damn miserable lor from 9 to 3 pple.. damn demoralising...
then wat happened today i've already wrote abt it so shant say more.. me damn tired and depressed now... needa find someone to talk to.. =(
Signing off,
KX
3/26/2005 11:32:00 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
back frm band.. damn tired.. haha i've been tired for the past week due to lack of sleep... =S loll today's school has nth much la... it's sua's lucky day today - SLC got more funding, his history report was sent to ngsc cos it was sensational and all haha.. good for him lor..
bahh then me leh? nth much happen la... for hist lesson i was made to present the situation of the kulaks/peasants during stalin's economy reforms and all.. then jeffrey wrote this penis story and how the sex slave died due to starvation blah blah and in the end i screwed up la... but heck its over..
band for the first time, was quite boring today.. kunwon finally joined the band force again. for some reason, i cant play well in his presence.. its like all the parts i practiced so damn hard cannot be pitched or off-tempo... ... even singapore rhap i needed a few tries before i could flawlessly play out the rasa sayang melody.. but i tink kunwon noes i sorta improved quite a lot lar... and he finds my playing that bad as i thot.. hmm.. mayb.. i haf this fluctuating feelin' towards kw.. i detest him sometimes, yet like him alot at times... bahh watever...
then after went to KAP with sean and shengheng.. haha very fun cos shengheng is like damn spastic and blur la... then sean is sean lor.... oh ya khaiboon had an emergency meeting so dint join us.. haha.. go bug him yaself.... its damn funny lor.. cos my
hot ass swacked sean's bag off the two seater chair to the left and his file to the right and it went POM! then everyone was staring at us.. damn paiseh... haha.. then we play with ice, with khaiboon and talked alot of crap la..
then the back entrance of cold storage is supposed to be pulled open, budden sean and i saw two kids running to door and tried to open it by pushing the door with all their might lor and the door just won't budge!! haha then we were laffing at them trying so hard lor...
hai.. me so tired now... i wanna watch movie wif yam and ashley tmr!!! haha asking them now to confirm again.. =P cya
Signing off,
KX
3/24/2005 10:04:00 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
omgomg... carrie rox so much in AI tonite again.. her song wasnt exactly climatic but goodness, it sounded as if she recorded it from a studio or sth.. flawless and she hit the notes perfectly with great power and sounded magical with the backgrd.. she made me love her and her voice even more now haha... and hair, haha so nice and funny... very unfarmgirlish..
anwar sounded nice in 'aint nobody' too in my opinion, his 'imaGINE' sounded more open and powerful than latoya, even tho latoya's version was more hippy and powerful cos anwar was singing the same range as latoya and the original singer!
the rest dint impress me alot haha... nadia sounded okk cos her range is incomparable with original singer of 'time after time' cyndi laupers' range. cyndi lauper made magic with that song in VH1 diva last yr. yea.. nadia aint a diva so yea... jessica sounded quite lowkey but her tone was fantabulous... anthony sounded a lil off-pitch somehow...
bahh shant tok abt my boring day today cos carrie totally rox rox rox!!! can't wait to dload the mp3s... carrie's one cant be dloaded from carrieunderwoodonline.com cos too many pple were trying to dload it and they had to remove it to reduce bandwidth! haha! the power of carrie underwood..
signing off,
KX
3/23/2005 09:31:00 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
my name is cheeky. sua is donavan. we're students by day, brudders by nite... we play E smack K. the real enemy ain't anyone else, but ziji.
bahh today's lessons suck.. so many double period.. then for BSP hafta go nanhua sec to see taiboon
screw up do our school proud in the chinese debate.
Surprisingly Of cos, both teams won st nics and nanyang gals...
there's this despo bitch called Beverly whom i like to sms cos she's so despo for a boyfriend... my identity to her is that my name is donovan, with a gf in band playing the clarinet called sasha, me frm express class in Dunman High and studies pure science, humans, BSP and japanese. wah... so zai rite?
hai i dun feel like blogging de.. got so much to sae but dun feel like typing out... ok la, i tink the lipstick girl looks
like yonglin with long hair and lipstick with better/smoother complexion chio. She's a real
fashion and sight disaster hottie. I tink i'm in lurve with her... ahha.. oh yea, the gals from the nanyang team are very sweet looking, esp the 4th debater chen2 lu4... haha the 2nd debater's looks can really killl.. she looks psycho and suicidal, with the risk of pouncing at you anytime with her doodly red pen!!! *stab stab stab*
k la nth to blog le. kw's back in band. welcome. ho hum. gdnite.
Signing off,
KX
3/22/2005 07:35:00 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
whee back from performing at founder's nite.. damn tiring... now i hate the school song alot manx.. damn sian... den my voice damn throaty... loll
k la.. today got founder's day prize presentation so damn sian la.. sat bside jianyi and lame lor... then the only exciting moment was when sua clinched the top student award and when daniel got his award la.. very anticlimatic la..
den went for lunch with jianyi and co. again to SIM.. ate fish and chips and literally MASHED potatoes, add tartar and chilli sauce, coke and orange.. .. bleargh damn er.. haha darrell was the most er and taiboon also.. =P
then its band time lar.. then just warm up for an hr and play singapore rhap for 30mins then hafta go for VE rehearsal.. haha terence realli not gay lor... he told us abt his true>
arrogant confident abt his playing or he really has sore throat.. even pple like daxian cant play his timpani well after the england trip.. wish him luck manx.. band timing really sux lor.. me had to reject jy's offer to go out for bowling and lan.. bahh.. but i am enthu loyal member so must go! and now i can roughly play the bar 190 running notes liao.. but tone still damn sucky la.. heck..
then VE rehearsal.. quite tough cos i hafta use my throaty higher range.. then hadta ask yong abt my faults in singing.. he sae my voice nt focus enough but it sounds ok... then also my voice haven broken yet so cannot stabilise wateveritis... then after a long wait, we were all restless and tired la... then we performed suckily but yong said it sounded quite good, like a silver performance.. yayy! haha...
oh yea, and i just noticed that hewlett has this cute dimple on his left cheek i tink... so good! i am damn envious of pple with dimples lor like sean, hewlett and yufeng haha... its like very tempted to poke on it cos i dun haf!! haha pple with dimples and have nice facial organs, the dimple can add its cuteness in it to make the person look more sight appealing.. haha idunnowatiamsayingcosiamdamnfreakingtired...
then i came back and watch despo hsewives.. bahh me so slp now.. school tmr..*yawn*
Signing off,
KX
3/21/2005 11:01:00 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
here's my idol carrie underwood! look at her smile and listen to her songs! omg... =D more of her pics comin' up!
3/20/2005 09:34:00 PM
this is her singing 'could've been'.. the best performance from her in my opinion.. damn zai... everyone shld go dload her video from www.carrieunderwoodonline.com.. simply unbelievable!! =D
3/20/2005 09:30:00 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
I'M BORED, YOU'RE BORED, HERE ARE SOME RANDOM QUESTIONS. |
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| ARE YOU CURRENTLY GROUNDED? | duh no.. i haf all the freedom i wan.. cos i dun tink my parents noe the definition of 'grounded' heh heh. |
| DO YOU SNORE? | nopes. i sleep talk and laff tho.. serious! |
| ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? | lover would be more appropriate altho i am both... |
| WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? | 1.to be segregated and not be popular in any community i am in. 2.to not be able to sing |
| AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? | nopes.. i actually liked sailor moon when i was p1! and i had to lie to my frenz that the sailor moon stickers on my file was my 'sister's!!! |
| WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV? | they r da BOMB! american idol, survivor, amazing race, BRING IT ON MAN! |
| DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? | yea, i also slot the hole of the straw into my teeth with my tongue cos somehow it fits.. |
| WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? | yea, fat and chubby lor.. i was actually born LONG! look at me now, no one will use that adjective onme again anymore.. =( |
| IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? | i wanna be married and haf a 'standard' happy family haha.. duno la dun tink so much yet. |
| WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? | white and blue from Logitech |
| IS BARBIE SEXY? | if u take away her clothes, u'll find that her figure is somewhat inferior to the models displayed in clothes store, so that's no. |
| DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? | ALL THE TIME! |
| HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? | hopefully but nopes.. |
| ANY SPECIAL TALENTS? | i can put my whole fist inside my mouth. wanna see? |
| WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? | japan tokyo or hokkaido!!! |
| IS JAY LENO FUNNY? | whos that? |
| CAN YOU SWIM? | yea not very well tho... |
| HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVE "DONNIE DARKO"? | nopes.. |
| ARE YOU A VIRGIN? | yea duh... |
| DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE? | not much yet... |
| HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOSTIE POP? | is toostie pop the dildo like lollipop that oozes out flavoured juice when you squeeze it? no, fortunately i havent ate it b4.. |
| CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? | nopes, i am kinda retarded... |
| HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? | yea.. my first was on my trip to america when i was 6. |
| ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD? | yea! yay! |
| DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS? | electric! more fun... |
| WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? | beside the hunter of cos... |
| IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? | yupz... of cos rite? |
| DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? | ok lar.. no preference.. |
| WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? | DUST... |
| WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU"? | haha to my senior lor.. we always be mushy on SMSes wat so things like 'luvya' or 'missya' are kinda commonplace... not tellingya who! |
| IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE? | who's that? |
| DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? | nopes... i sleep at weddings.. i rmb i was the church boy for my uncle when i was like 7 and i was sleeping when the preacher or sth said the marriage vows! so embarrassing.. |
| HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? | i like em together with my instant noodles. or steamed with meat is nice. |
| ARE BLONDES DUMB? | *looks at laurang* yes. |
| WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP? | dunno lei... if i noe it wouldnt be called 'the other sock' rite? |
| WHAT TIME IS IT? | 9.12pm |
| DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? | yea... i created -uNcUtE.bOi- and jy gave me the nickname kewl kax haha.. |
| IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? | nopes... |
| WHO'S YOUR HERO? | kelly clarkson!!! |
| ARE YOU IN LOVE? | yea duh! with Carrie Underwood!! |
| WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? | last evenin on the black suzuki.. |
| DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? | baths... |
| IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL? | nopes.. even my dad dun gimme presents sneakily wan.. i boldly request frm him haha.. |
| DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED? | depends.. if its frm kuang li, it gives me the creeps... |
| ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? | sometimes... but mostly not really.. i was like rejoicing during the blackout last yr! |
| WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? | singing! and eating junk food! and watching AI! and rooting for Carrie! |
| CRUNCHY PEANUT BUTTER OR REGULAR? | both are fave |
| CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK? | yea if they are painful... |
| HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? | dun rmb, i've got myself into quite alot of accidents, but the most once i tink.. forgot le... |
| HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? | once.. |
| IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? | yea! say NO to drugs! |
| ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER? | yea quite heavy la... |
| WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? | iris : yellow pupil:black |
| HOW LOUD DO YOU SNEEZE? | i 'ah choo' before i actually sneeze.. quite loud la, abt 75 decibals.. |
| DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? | things are getting better now so yea... |
| WHAT'S YOUR BEST FRIEND'S NAME? | hmm thats hard, but for now, gotta be sean. next will be sua and jianyi. |
| WHO'S BETTER: STONE COLD OR THE ROCK? | the rock. |
| ARE YOU PSYCHIC? | sometimes i can coincidentally read others' mind but truly, no. |
| HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"? | no |
| DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? | euphonium (badly), and alil bit of guitar and recorder... |
| CAN YOU SKATEBOARD? | nopes.. my father gave my skateboard to my cousin cos i was naughty when i was 9.. so no chance to touch another one haha.. |
| HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN ANYTHING? | yea... my cousin's stickers when i was arnd 7 haha.. bad me. |
| DO YOU LIKE CAMPING? | not the bathing/eating activities, but the playing and outdr activities yea.. |
| ARE YOU HORNY? | kaimeng is! haha me sometimes la.. |
| DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH? | kaimeng does! haha i dun... |
| DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC? | yea.. and i also believe in fast fingers and illusions. |
| ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? | my mom hates dogs so i dun get to raise one.. i wan one! so i not sure if its true.. |
| DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? | yea its written black and white on divorce papers wat... |
| WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSEPAD? | my mouse, and the animal wrist holder sean gave me for my bday last year.. so sweet... |
| CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? | sometimes.. depends on wat shows i wear la.. i aint that dance-inclined kayz.. |
| ARE YOU A RACIST? | yea! hha i'm more agst stupid mainstreamers (that's not a totollogen) as in those really stupid ones that despises GEPpers and all yea.. |
| DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES? | yea i am quite careless... |
| IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY? | windy but not cold. |
| DOES SIZE MATTER? | yea!!! look at me! i wanna grow taller! |
| WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? | money biscuit. |
| DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH? | NO. |
| HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED? | yea... since k2 by this gal (shant tell ya the name!) |
| WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL? | the heineken one abt the head shaking one.. |
| DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? | no... |
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3/19/2005 09:18:00 PM
bahh just woke up from my 4.5hr 'afternoon' nap.. so shuang.. and revitalised... k to the pt, i woke up cos my mom woke me up to watch daphne's performance in ch5 anti-drug 'high on life' show.
and omg daphne sang hilary duff's fly with christopher. there's nth omg abt that. its more omg that she actually sang
better than hilary herself.. with her kinda nasal tone, she actually sounded like an unstrained hilary duff. and christopher's already nice voice suited the song pretty well together with daphne's tone.. i mean, i tink daphne really can sing this damn well la, or isit bcos she's improved alot after SI?! hm..
then olinda sang SUBG. hello? that's like a kelly song!? and kelly is like
da American Idol? and oli's like not even the Singapore Idol?! so in the end she had to scream out those unclear and not explosive-enough notes and her bridge was just amateurish and average.. her lower register was definitely much better den kelly's though and her stage presence was somewhat there...
but i still prefer daphne and chris' 'Fly'!...
Signing off,
KX
3/19/2005 08:40:00 PM
whee just came back frm shopping and lunch wif jianyi and darrell.. quite fun but i'm soo tired now...
loll went for band early in the morning at 8am.. dint want to go initially cos its the 4th day in the row, but for the gold medal for SYF, anything's worth it la... so went there to practice for like 30mins or so, then suddenly siewyp just came to look for me in the concourse and dragged me to VE cos i was
desperately needed for the tenor section for the founder's nite on monday...
so i went there and sang la... quite fun still la.. the sec ones and other tenors are damn noisy.. bahh... quoted from mr. yong -
"all the tenors arh, all behave so immature and childish. excluding khee xuan." phew.. *heaves a sigh of relief*... then ms lim came and we performed to her lar.. 3 words: cannot make it. everyone sucked like shit, the balance just wasnt there, few tenors could reach the high notes, and those who can, especially shouts the notes out, the sec ones were pitchy (to put it in a nice way) etc..
bahh and then ms lim tested out jason's and darrell's voice.. she said they were nice.. hafta agree la.. jason has this nice husky tone and all and darrell's tone was dman bright when he was 'struggling' to reach the high notes.. it's like i've nvr heard darrell sang like that before - that bright lingering tone was indescribable.. and she tested my voice and both yong and she said i haven broke my voice yet... HELLO!? i've only been thru my first sore throat and my voice was lowered by abt an octave and now i need to break more? gosh.. this sux...
after VE darrell jianyi and i went to cine to eat fries at long john silver and lunch at the jap restaurant.. then freaking ex, then we went to borders.. on our way at orchard MRT, we were met up with those 'can u spare two mins' kind of people again, and we did spare two minutes without donating any cash cos we dun haf any left after the meal.. and we thot of this spell like when the people approach us, we'll just shout, "
My name is LILY NEO!" and run off like mad!! haha damn funny then we shop shop at borders and listen to music dere... jianyi bought the harry potter and the order of phoenix there cos it was selling dirt cheap at 7.95... wah laoz, i also wanna buy!!! haha
then after that we parted and jianyi and I went back to orchard mrt and were approached by 2 of those people again, but we dint dare to do the lily neo spell cos the approachers are malays and they are rather big and fierce in size... yea.. then on the mrt i kept telling jianyi lame jokes like:
"
I sing better than Lindsey Cardinale. Cos if I suck and her singing sucks, this means that her suckiness is plural = suck suck suck, therefore, I suck less than Lindsey henceforth I sing better than her."
or
"Remember how sylvester sucked in 'Music of the night'? And how mr. yong said that any of the (good) VE members can sing better than him. So that means that
Jianyi and I are Singapore Idol. Cos if sly is 2nd in Singapore Idol, and we are better than him, that means we are 1st, thus we are the Singapore Idol."
loll damn lame rite? knvm, i'm gonna haf my afternn nap soon.. so tired..
Signing off,
KX
3/19/2005 03:32:00 PM
Friday, March 18, 2005
omgwtf!? ulong lost another immunity/reward challenge. again. bleargh.. the worst thing is ibrehem screwed the whole thing up and he still had immunity!!! then omg angie had to go!! angie is like the 2nd most fave gal in survivor after stefenie... bahh poor
butterfly boobsie angie...
gosh and bobby jon looked so handsome in his erm pastor-like white cloth over his body.. damn shuai.. haha and stephenie still rox! she's damn zai in the immunity/reward even tho they still lost bcos of stupid ibrehem and she's damn bu shuang la.. but her fiery attitude makes her so determined to win everything and the fire in her eyes is so intriguing... stefenie rox!
but carrie underwood rox more.. kcya..
Signing off,
KX
3/18/2005 11:04:00 PM
loll... whee just came back frm a whole lot of activities.. bahh so tired.. hmm.. just finished eating a magnum ice cream.. yumz... and listening to the sucky grp song the AI finalists sang last nite.. i was right.. only carrie rocked, nadia and bo were above average.. the rest (yea including anthony and anwar) were almost off pitch and everything.. but the worse was lindsey who went audibly flat and mikalah who went totally hoarse... loll believe me? if not dload the mp3 here courtesy of aiByrequest -
THE SONG! bahh anyway i went for band today.. so enthu rite?! had sectionals for like one hr when we're supposed to have 3 hours but we slacked alot lar.. i still can't play the freakin running notes cos my fingering is too slow lor.. even jiunn lin can do that but i still can't.. sigh... but somehow its like i play better than him when ivan takes the both of us cos i can tongue more clearer and all.. dunno lar... also terence, for the first time, commented that i have a
good tone when i played my high D
b, dunno if he means it truly la, but i'm sorta happy albeit the fact that he has ultimate zai round tone cos he has the diaphragm power and air support so good lor... haha... i scared when kun won comes back nxt week then i'll be back into my damn lousy standard liao.. see how it goes...
anywayy then after 1 hr, sean and i went to poolside to buy snacks and eat, whilst terence, teng en, ming ren and ivan went to play the mace in front of the bandrm lor... then after eating then sean, ivan, ccb and i played bridge, whereas terence went to play trumpet, leaving jiunn lin alone stoning outside lor.. then i felt damn guilty and ask terence to let him go back to boarding school and all.. budden he suddenly said he wanted to haf individuals and started practicing on his own... loll dunno la...
then after that sean and i play alil bit wif clarence cos he's damn farni and then all of us with addition of jiawei, shengheng, edwin and kianhong went for lunch at prince... then sean seemed kinda tired so we dint talk much la... so just eat lor.. quite quiet lar... cos people like sean/terence is like mood-setter for the whole company, so should any of them suddenly become dao or tired, then the whole group will be damn restless and all... wonder if i haf this kind of effect?! loll...
then we talk about gay and all from sec 4, then everyone kept saying terence's gay and all and he kept denying it lar... dunno if he's really one anot... or mayb he just act act one.. but seems to me, he have those kind of tendecies haha like squeezing teng en's 'muscular' chest muscles... ... watever la... i'm just too used to these kind of stuff la.. u get wat i mean.. :X
then terence told everyone that during the band camp, when he was still playing com games with bob dog, then i suddenly woke up and fell asleep again, then he asked me if i slept well for the previous few hours. then i nodded my head. then he asked me if i luv my mom. i nodded my head. then he asked me the same thing abt my dad. i nodded again. then he popped the question if i were a homosexual then i shook my head lor haha... so scary the subconscious mind is... nxt time got band camp i must bring ear plugs le.. haha he regretted that he dint ask me questions like, 'is his waxed hair nice?' or if i thot that sean is shuai etc... lol...
then my parents came to fetch me and we went to orchird country club to swim so we swam la.. quite relaxing and after that i went for sun tan for like abt an hr then the tan really damn obvious lor.. i dint see it until i was bathing, can see the swimming trunks marking lor.. wah lao... damn er.. but i like the colour of my tan.. got brown and red... not rust colour k... just
tan...
so now i'm back home to dload the AI mp3s and listenin to my playlist now.. must go fix my phone (motorola) so i can store all my beloved carrie underwood's mp3s inside...!!
Signing off,
KX
3/18/2005 05:59:00 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
carrie rocks in the group song!!! evryone except vonzell, bo and carrie sucked like shit... yea!!! carrie's high notes and the ending solo was zai man... so pure yet so powerful voice.. haha as jianyi described, the 'alto version of diana' but much more chio and slim larz.. =P
loll.. too bad lindsey got out.. sua can't haf carrie cos
she's MINE!! loll.. =P jkjk... now its like i appreciate mario and he appreciates carrie.. we just affirmed each other's taste.. great.. lindsey.. sigh... her rendition of 'knock of wood' was simply bad.. she can't hit the high notes and she sorta went off key or sth.. damn weird lar.. she shld sing something better to suit her mellow husky tone, like 'breathe' or sth.. i can imagine her singing that song lor... but anyway, at the bottom 2 where searcest asked mikala to wait for the commercial to end, then mikala suddenly pmsed at ryan then suddenly kept quiet again.. ahha damn comical..
whee.. carrie's safe then good liao! ignore my prev post, kianhong lied to me that jessica was out.. luckily she wasn't, cos her voice quality was far better than the bottom 2 this week.. phew... carrie carrie carrie!!!
Signing off,
KX
3/17/2005 10:37:00 PM
hmm.. just finished watching the taped american idol last nite.. everyone sucked... that is, except carrie! and umm.. vonzell, anwar and nadia. full stop. not much comments la.. already noe who out le anywayy.. bahh... results show not nice le..
thats not the pt... whee.. came back frm band camp this noon.. won't say is the best camp i've attended, but yupz, at least its short and fun then can liao... the camp is basically just meng practice lor... but i tink i am getting more and more on everyone's nerves and all.. mayb i shld really act my age at times.. bahh.. wateverz
oh ya, haha the band practices were held in the auditorium, with damn poor acoustics cos the walls are sound proof and so everyone sounded bad lor... yupz,
even terence's solo dint touch me for once.. cos usually, there's this tingling of my emotions when he plays his solo with khaiboon.. somehow it dint for the band pracs.. we were all off-form in a sense..
loll and yea, terence was in his 'gay-mode' again during band prac, constantly touching ivan during thruout the whole prac and trying to 'rape' me and teng en during breaks and out of band prac... wah lao, really nt scary lor... haha, just read sean's blog and noe that he kana bonded... loll na ne ni poo poo...
then after the band prac, we played bball.. section Vs section... we lost to prec 6-0 or sth.. cos we seriously are lan lor.. people like in my section is considered as 'good', wat can u expect? so after our loss, we went to haf friendly game between some clarinetists and euphos VS trombonists.. haha damn fun cos all of us kept giving chance to terence to shoot lor... haha very funny cos people like bob meng people and kept shouting to intercept the ball, then terence keeps pouncing on people to kope the ball.. haha i scored a
3 pointer!!!! *ego ego*... very fun... yalor, and then i kept mixing wee liang and weiyang's name so i kept calling the wrong person and ended up saying 'wei watever'.. haha so stupid but nvmz...
then dinner and then we go watch movie at LT3
but it's haunted by ghost but the air-con aint working so we had to go to LT2 instead.. then thruout the walk to LT2 i kept telling sean about shutter and other ghost stories like the air-con in LT3 ain't working cos the spirit doesn't want us to disturb it there... then sean kana xia dao.. i thot he quite brave lor... budden sigh, i wrong liao.. =P then we go LT2 to
waste our card-playing time and zuo bo share chips and appreciate our 7th nite of july in SCH.. in SCH, we sounded damn nice lor, almost copy of the original, then when we hear the auditorium version, we all wanna vomit liao lor.. damn er.. can't hear anything except the cymbal and the cymbal is off beat and tempo...
I forsee a COP. you dint see that...
then after go watch some other 'movie' abt tokyo kosei band.. all the jap band players all look so guai4... but cannot laff at them cos the eupho player is going to be our judge for SYF so must suck up to him.... then after that i slept early at 12am cos i am damn tired and terence was playing com with bob and ivan... loll until 3-4 lor...
then nxt day, breakfast was nice nasi lemak den zham band prac liao.. haha clarence is damn cute!!! loll... he's like damn pro in trumpet but he act so spastic until he's damn cute.. haha its like during band when we are not playing, then i just turn back and he's like smilin at me then act cool and funny then wave wave wave and everything haha... he bears a resemblence to my 2-yr old cousin lor... abt the same face and very cute at times haha... =D
then after lunch and debrief and i went back home to sleep!!!! loll then just watched american idol replay.. going to watch results show later
even tho i know jessica is voted out.
Signing off,
KX
3/17/2005 09:34:00 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
my tribute to my idol carrie underwood...
omg she's so beautiful and with that heavenly voice.. my luurrvee!!! *goes to www.carrieunderwoodonline.com and listen to the never-ending loops of carrie songs in the wimpy player*
oh ya, everyone shld go dload her songs for aiByrequest.com or her videos from carrieunderwoodonline.com and share the beautiful angelic voice of carrie's!
loll, back to my day.. hmmm... did nothing much today cos i woke up at abt 11+.. then went to vines restaurant at novena with my family for lunch... the restaurant's just like high class 'prince' from coro... the price that is.. the food dere sucked... my black pepper chicken can't even be compared with the chicken chop with black pepper sauce from the kopitiam opp. my hse...
nvrtheless, then we went to novena square to settle for some exchange of link pts for some umbrella, and my mom and i just went shopping arnd lar.. bought lays stax BBQ at cold storage.. damn ex lor.. NTUC sells it for 1.95 and i bought it for 2.25.. but anywayy, its for tmr's band camp so yea.. shld b worth it..
after that went back home for afternn nap and all.. the heat woke me up lor.. these few days, where everyone complained abt the heat, it dint really affect me much.. but till today, i was suddenly hit with heat sickness and everyday, sudden giddiness and headaches but i'm fine...
jianyi's also kinda sick, hmm.. wonder if it's bcos of the heat but take care will yea? loll.. yupyup dinner at the kopitiam opp. got chicken, egg, fish soup, prawns... quite okkayy lar...
then i packed my bag for tmr's band camp.. not exactly a camp i would say, its just a term for 'continuous band practices' if there wasn't 2 hours of games and 2 hours of movie screening... nvrtheless, think that the 'camp' will give me to opportunity to practice more on the choice and set pieces lar... cos i'm like one step behind albeit my sudden improvement cos everyone, even jiunn lin got bored of the choice piece and starts playing parts from other sections... kun won even memorised them liao.. and here i am, just bein able to play the choice piece okayy-ly and all.. yea u get wat i mean rite...
bahh, camp tmr = no american idol!!! but nvrtheless, i'll still support carrie all the way manx.. wonder wats the genre for tmr.. wateverz... go carrie and anthony! must tape down the show, dload the mp3 and dload the video!!! =D
Signing off,
KX
3/15/2005 10:18:00 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
loll.. just heard frm shi en that mario withdrew frm AI4 top 12... can't help but feelin sad cos i just got star struck by his charisma by watching his perf vids of 'do i do' and 'i love music'... simply fabulous... so kinda sad that he's out.. or else the show will be much nicer... damn he's replaced by nikko.. bahh dun really like him cos he looks weird... sigh.. hafta place all my bets on carrie underwood le... anthony and anwar dint have the same effect on me like how mario and carrie did... and now since mario is gone, i'll support carrie all the way!! poor sua yu, he must be devastated now...
loll ok finally. lets talk abt
my sabbaticals - phytochemistry and scent-sation. wat a pun. haha not funny... k, the whole course was ok lar.. cos sua and sean and jijo are there so quite fun.... even tho thruout the 5 days, i've been consistently called gay and gal by douglas and co., but i dun really give a damn... haha now there's this wenyuan guy that looks seemingly like a gorilla and a chengfeng guy that bear a resemblence to wat i would call a red indian.. 'oooh ooh ooh'...
and douglas and kevin and sean are like
the gay company lor.. always hug each other from the back, touch each other like nvr before and everything.. but sensitive me keeps mum. seriously lor, the first 2 days are damn fei.. cos we redid all those pracs we did when we were sec 2 -
bcos the mainstreamers havent had the experiences of spreading e coli. over agar agar,
bcos the mainstreamers havent had fun with chromatography and also
bcos the mainstreamers don't know anything abt polarity and electronegativity... so quite wasting time doing all those lar...
oh ya, we have these 2 instructors, one called ms sheila, quite nice looking and friendly and she's the teacher of the whole 5 days... she's really patient with those hyperactive, imbecile-like sean's grp mates... always asking them to shut up and pay attn... and there's this ms sarina, quite attitude 'tech assistant'/'light switcher'/'freebie with our 80 course fees'... haha, basically, she's quite a klutz lar... lemme illustrate:
day 1 - we were supposed to pour liquid agar agar into our petri dish and she demostrated it for us on chin seng's grp's table... so after her demostration, we poured the agar ourselves and sealed and everything... then ms sheila told us to clean and surface steralise our table shld some of the liquid agar spill out of the dish and evryone's table was clean - except the spot ms sarina demostrated her pouring of liquid agar into.. then sua and i laffed cos she's like the lab assistant and she's supposed to be pro but it turned out that she was the only that spilled the stuff...
day 2 - she spilled ethanol on the last table while demostrating chromatography to us.. and yet again, on our table, she left a bright yellow mark of the flavanoid after showing us how to spot our silica strip... very smart hor...
day 4 - even worse, while trying to show us how to steam distillate, she stuff the whole glass bracket filled with glass beads for columns and suddenly the wind just blew the whole bracket over and it snapped! then all the glass beads spill all over... its like i shld write abt 'Ms Sarina - the Spiller' or sth... Or 'Sarina: A series of unfortunate spilling events.' klame... so sua and i always laff when she's trying to demostrate some practicals for us...
then 3rd day we haf this nerdy dorky CEO frm amdon consulting pte ltd to tok to us abt marketing strategy and everything.... quite fun lar.. cos we had to come up wif our marketing strategies for our perfume and everything.. our grp [weishi, sua, kuangli and i] came up with the mint perfume and thot of the experience we wan our audience to feel when using our perfume... then i suddenly thot abt the slogan 'even ahma can be like britney spears!' and then after a few laffs and modification, our slogan became 'the new girl in you'... haha and we introduced abt the simplistic and sophisticated [for the poor and rich] packaging and the rich one has ginseng strands and pearl powder... then weishi kept harping on the stupid idea of selling the cheap ones at the drinks stall for the old senile women to drink and all.. so stupid but he just won't stop...
4th day we had steam distillation prac and making of our own perfume... our mint natural product essential oil smelled like shit.. seriously, it smells as if its decomposed or sth... damn er... had difficulty clearing the mint from the round bottle flask after extracting the shit out of it. literally... oh ya, we also had this fun 'make ur own perfume' thing, by mixing diff essential oils in different rations, so i mixed rose:jasmine:lemongrass at the ration of 1:2:3.. smells like dishwashing liquid... sua's one is with spearmint thus it smells like chewing gum... weixin's one is with orange, smells quite unique.. sean's is mixed with weird ingredients so it smells bad.. haha... then when the 3 of us (weixin, sean and i) asked everyone to smell our perfume to see which one is the best, mine somehow won. yay!
5th day is presentation day of our perfume and marketing strategy and all.. quite fun.. we had this pic of a chio young girl on swing, we replaced the head of the girl with a senile looking old lady with wrinkled funny face and place a bright red flower on her ear like jasmine trias.. very er photo... ahha... basically nth much on fri la... except alan tang's grp presentation's acknowledgement, where they acknowledged mr. lee, who looks retarded, jun ting look-a-like, attendance marker for day 1,3,5, cheque collector, the one sua and i call 'mr. amdon', and thank mr. lee for bringing the whole group to the HCJC com lab.. and they also acknowledged leowry for marking their attendance on days 2 and 4, and mrs. har (harhar)... loll damn funny....
overall the sab is quite fun lar.. seriously... 80 bucks is quite worth it.. its quite interesting in my opinion...
loll... tok abt boarding school stay now.. hmm.. i sorta miss life at BS cos everything's so convenient and all the frenz are there and all... bahh good things nvr last... but seriously, 1 mth is just right lor... sometimes it just gets quite boring albeit the presence of my friends... the com is still essential in some sense.... thru this stay, i learnt how to appreciate my dad more, waking me up evry morning and sending me to school, cos in BS, i was the one that wakes my roommates up, and thank my parents for washing my clothes and everything, even tho in BS washing clothes is like only pressing 2 buttons but i'd still thank them for all the care and effort they put in for me to do less work.. quite a significant thing that i'd remember in my secondary sch life lar....
oh ya, something i forgot to tok abt saturday.. haha when sean and i were shopping for the senior's gift, we went to this store at cine, then look see look see... then i saw some colourful rings and sean told me his granny bought a ring for him too but he didnt like it or sth.. then i saw these colourful bands and immediately wore it cos i thot it was cool - ya noe, like those yellow bands [sth abt live strong or watver] and i took a white one and wore it.. then sean suddenly screamed at me and told me that band was a
sex band!! then i immediately took it off and the sales man laffed at me lor... its like wth, i dint noe that it was a sex band at all.. i only rmb taiboon and michael wearing a black one last yr but i seriously dint noe lor.. damn embarrassing.. and its priced at 4 for 1 buck somemore... loll.. but luckily sean told me that white colour = i wan a hug so it isnt that scary.. phew...
nvrtheless, i am beginning to get addicted to carrie's songs! those slow and melodious tunes are sooo nice.. her voice is damn zai lor seriously... bahh... and i still cant sing mario/anthony/anwar's songs... they r da bomb man... i shldnt overestimate myself....hmm.. tmr is the last day of my holiday le... got a chain of band prac frm wed to sat... bahh...
oh ya, VBC! haha we rocked ass lor... last period we lost abt 7k, this wk after ashley made major structural changes and i last minute increased price per oil barrell from 75 to 150, we actually earned 220k! omgomg, that's like big profit and big performance index lor... so zai rite? haha...
lastly, i'm seriously worrying abt SMRP and MRP cos i haven registered for project's day yet and yufeng isnt back frm england yet... sigh.... stress stress... =P
Signing off,
KX
3/14/2005 03:26:00 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
k i had band ytd at 8-10... band tutoring in fact wif mr. songkyo or sth.. haha quite fun lar.. went thru 7th nite briefly lor... and learn how to roughly play the running notes... haha seriously lor, i'm really relieved and happy abt my stunning improvement cos i now can play notes and control those unlike 2 mths ago... hope it'll go on for SYF... really feel the need and anxiety to win the gold medal now... =P
so after tutoring then stone in bandroom for a while, then go to golden rooster with kianhong, shengheng and jiawei for lunch and everything... then went to orchard with kianhong to window shop at HMV until 1 lor... haha kelly's album is damn ownage lar... sad that i dint buy it cos i haf BUDGET! i think her 'bcos of u' is very nice... dunno y but yea...
then after went to cine to check out the movie times cos sean is watching with me... then outside cine got this coke roadshow and people were just rushing to get free bottles of cool coke... very good marketting strategy cos coke and pringles have duo roadshows, pitting agst the miserable M1 roadshow beside them and obviously thru blaring DJ music, pwnage breakdancing, free pringles and coke, the former won hands down.. i mean, everyone was fighting for coke - there were like 100 odd cartons of 24 bottles for
FREE!! hello??? FREE... loll so kianhong and I got our bottles and waited for sean to arrive from shopping wif his mom and grandma at chinatown haha...
loll so when sean came, kianhong went off and so sean and I decided to watch hitch even tho sean may watch it again with the st nics gals on tues... nvrtheless, i still wanna watch hitch so we watch the show at 3.15.. after buying the tics, we went to arcade and play hockey [i lost], racing [lost again] and marvel vs capcom [lost oso]... haha but very fun! it was like i was damn despo lor.. cos sean exchanged 10 coins and i only exchanged for 3 coins then he was like waving his handful of coins with shing-aling sound then mine has no sound cos i haf so little coins...
[seriously up to here i really think my phrasing sux but nvm.. shall continue back at home...]
k back at home now... anywayy... after arcading, we went to buy snack 2 mins before the movie at cheers and ended up late for the show... the show was ok lar, alot of mainstream humour, so sometimes not that funny lorh.... douglas will enjoy that show i think...
then after that rush rush to buy presents for the seniors perf for the concert and travelled back to hcjc... on the bus, i took out the free coke and told sean to help me pay for the 500 bucks then i drank the coke... [get the joke? knvm..]
the concert is quite nice i think.. cos its like the only concert i dun get bored by... phantom of the opera was played quite well cos i dint hear the NUS version.. haha and the brazilian street dance was damn zai lor.. the oboe player of hci (college and high school) looks damn qian4 bian4... haha then during the intermission we gave them the stress balls we bought.. haha they dun seem happy but wateverz.. daniel is so damn poser lor and dao oso.. cos he toked to us for a lil while only.. bernard was friendly to sean only, cos they r very close wat... and alfred was surrounded by lotsa girls and other fans haha...
bahh this is sucha boring blog post cos i have nth to do and i'm damn sian.. lol was singing with the american idol season 4 finalists' mp3s... seriously, i am deflating my ego cos my above-average standard singing is incomparable to those top 12 like anwar's 'wat a wonderful world' - that's the bomb man... mario's and anthony's voice... i seriously like mario's song choice even tho i find that he sound a lot like justin guarini... anthony is zai i tink.... hmm.. mayb i shld just go like anwar instead...
carrie still rox...
Signing off,
KX
3/13/2005 01:29:00 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005
hmm.. sabbaticals is ok lar.. got sua, sean and his company wat.. haha or else will b damn boring... elaborate in nxt post.. damn tired now...
yaz... dunno y some people are as sticky as glue, as leechy and leech. trend follower, watever that is... nopes, i aint talking abt jeffrey liking anthony as me, i got over it le, its abt some other person... (i'm trying to be less frank and all)
oh ya, CARRIE UNDERWOOD is my idol!!! anthony federov and mario are my likes!!! anwar rox in his voice but not in his looks so i dun like him! BUT CARRIE UNDERWOOD IS DA BEST!!
kcya, blog tmr... daniel got concert tmr haha at HCJC must watch! =D
Signing off,
KX
3/11/2005 09:55:00 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Adapted frm sua's blog:
http://photos1.blogger.com/img/79/1354/1024/KX%20crush.jpgI so not have any crushes on any of them!!!
The facts and fictions abt the diagram....
Fact One: Zhi Hui is categorised correctly - she's one third a cat, one third a bitch and one third a girl.
Fact Two: Jeffrey is categorised correctly? haha...
Fact Three: Yupyupz, I once liked adeline, but that was like 4-5 yrs ago! Now no more le kayz! [god pls dun let rach see this!!]
Fact/Fiction Four: Sean.. hmm.. might be cat. correctly.. he is perceived as gay by St Nick's gals but he's no not one!
Fact Five: Daniel is a male, a nice looking one with good personality in fact!
Fiction One:
I DO NOT HAVE ANY CRUSHES ON THEM! NEVER!Fiction Two: I do not like Daniel cos he has 10 A1s kay... He's been my favourite senior since sec 1 cos he's fun and everything!
Fiction Three: Sean is my best friend, not crush!
Fiction Four: How can I like wenyi, zhihui and adeline? They are girls!!!!!! (*snigger*)
Fiction Five: I'm not gay so how can I like boys?
Fiction Six: I'm not animalistic so how can I have a crush on Jeffrey?
Fiction Seven: Good lord, this is shit... The whole venn diagram is shit....
Most impt fact of all: Sua, I'm really goin to poke you with a COMPASS!!!Signing off,
KX
P.S: Heartless and fake. Wateverz. If that's what you think of me, fine with me.
3/06/2005 10:08:00 AM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
3rd week just finished.. phew... life is more gruelling now.. like a battlefield or something like it... i somehow don't trust anyone at all... sigh watever...
firstly, i feel damn bad lar... cos i owe sean alot of ren2 qing2 and money... bleargh.. feel very bad abt him treating me cos i always overspend and tend to have no money left for friday dinners / sat lunches.. but seriously he's a good friend... haha his aphelion EOTA was like kayaking and he was like sunburnt and everything.. haha very red and funny...
oh yea, ytd's band sectionals was instru washing lar.. went to old outdr band rm to wash the instrus.. qt tedious but twas fun.. then after washing saw the whole bunch of st nic's gals crowding arnd sean in front of the band rm.. haha, and he was like entertaining them lar.. then vivian saw me and suddenly got excited and was squealing to another gal and pointing at me... then i was like damn embarrassed and just walked off without saying hi but heck lar.. vivian is friendly larz.. the first time she saw me in CHS during her attachment, she squealed, 'omg you are so tall now!' haha den i feel damn happy...
oh yar and on ytd nite i called sean to chat lor cos i was damn sian as usual.. haha, he's really sweet lor, smsed me to call him shld i feel bored cos i was complaining abt how sian i was in BS... two thumbs up for sean being a great friend!
hmm.. band tutoring today was ok lar.. we had this thai guy or sth called mr. songkyok or sth, whose pronunciation is someway as accurate as koh kt or steven su... but quite effective lar.. even tho half the time we were trying to decipher what he was talking abt... but quite productive, judging on how much one can improve in 1.5 hrs... then i went for VE and sang yuchang twice.. tenor 1s are much stronger now.. abt 12 people odd.. but the sec ones' voices (boys) sucks like crap... their tone is worse than pin yan, its like my eupho tone liddat, damn pia and their pitch is off in the 'ah~ ah~' part.. shi en alone can sing twice better than them seriously... i tink we r reverting back into a SATB choir soon... haha..
then went back home in a black suzuki new car... the car plate is still the same, but the car is damn zai.. quite big and nice... the new black colour is damn cool lor... quite poserish colour but its nice lar.... very hard to get dirtied by mud, but real obvious if the car is attacked by bird shit.. haha... quite comfortable...
then go home and had afternn nap and went to grandma's hse for dinner and watch TV... very sian lor.. cos my 3yr old cousin is soo naughty and my the other 2 cousins are like p5/s2 and they r so immature so dint really play with them cos i was damn tired... then smsed alot to jy, chinseng and rachel to talk abt survivor and all lar...
oh yea, talking abt survivor, i lurve STEPHANIE!!! haha she's so zai and chio!.. sua's fave jen oso very chio... dint notice her until last nite haha.... stephanie is damn chio and strong lor... gogo steph! haah... oh ya, and jeff was out cos he sprained his ankle and asked the tribe mates to vote for him.. so stupid... sigh.. hmm, i be superficial and like bobby jon now... his name sounds stupid and dorky but he's hunky and hardworking.... but i still lurve stef!!! haha...
and also, american idol! i dint really watch the performances but i lurve carrie underwood! her tone is so unique and soulful! even tho she dint did that well last wk but i still lurve her farmgal image - like kelly clarkson!! loll gogo carrie! ahha, and jeffrey+sua, its carrie underwood, dun ever call her 'carry underwear' kay! hmph...
hmmm... that's abt all lar... nth much to say le.. got band at singapore conference hall tmr so must slp early or sth... or shld i watch the bimbo show the simple life now? aiya, depends lar.. oh ya, btw VBC started le.. must cheong and win sean and lerong's grp...
lastly, my predicted MSG is 2.3 so dun laff kay.... and sabbatical nxt week! same as douglas, sean, sua, chinseng n weixin! yay! haha.. (yay not for the douglas part)... we broke up.. haha, sean told me abt how he lost his specs during kayaking and all the black algae onto his face... not bad lar, he can convert from a small white face gigolo into a nigga.... dougass...
Signing off,
KX
3/05/2005 09:52:00 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
bahh... i'm seriously kinda sad now... of this change and evrything... not of the BS of cos - i lurve BS life! loll... it's abt friends and all this time..oh ya. btw Daniel is one of our school's top scholar!!! wah laoz... 10 A1s and 1 A2s! beat that... (if you were on of those 11 RGSians and 8 RIans...) knvm, i'm so happy for him, but i dun tink he felt my happiness.. haha.. jkjk.. so at that nite (monday), i just called him and we talked for abt an hr lor.. haha, we are still like 'flirting' wif one another and talking alot of crap lar.. but i really missed him alot lor.. cos he's still damn funny and brotherish... so i still like him alot... NOT CRUSH OKK!!!..then oscar's award started, and i watched with yam and sua, while talking on the phone with my best friend sean... ahha, very fun lar he.. nvr fail to make me laff or zibei or ego... loll... wonder how long can we stay like that.. more abt that later... haha oscar quite nice... but kinda sian in the middle part so switch off tv and sleepz... btw, i had my jap test on that day as well, quite confident that i can get an a2 or sth... haha.. cos i, for some reason, dint sleep during the test at all! loll wat an achievement lor.. it's like i always sleep in the first half of jap lesson, then after the break i suddenly kana energised and everything.. strange...okok tuesday. dismissed at 1120. take the chance to improve my social life.. so yam and ash asked me out to westmall for movie.. then i haven give reply.. then during chinese lesson, jy smsed me abt watching a movie as well and i replied yes and told ash and yam abt the outing lor.. and then jeffrey also go and weishi too... and after waiting for jy to finish his MOCK UN test thingo, and waiting for jeffrey and I to get changed in BS, we asked sun peng and weibin along and we zao4 to westmall for movie!.. on the way to the bus stop, daniel called me and asked me if i was in school and i said yea and he said that he and alfred were at the canteen... then i was like freakin excited cos i haven toked to him in person for a long time, and on my way to the canteen, i met khaiboon and the both of us went to meet them and i talked to them for a while like 3mins? haha... then daniel and alfred were like shocked that i am going thru puberty as seen frm my pimples and my low voice.. daniel was like asking, 'khee xuan, do you have sore throat?? haf anot?' in disbelief loll.. but good times nvr last and i ran back to the bus stop with the company and went to westmall..
then we went to westmall's KFC and spent a whole hr there lor.. cos jy ate like 2 popcorn chicken and cheese fries, and weibin actually managed to finish a zinger meal and 2 pc chicken meal by himself lor.. it's like wth.. he can eat so much yet he aint 3/4 of the size of weishi/jeffrey/kaimeng... loll k dun niao... then we decide to watch hide and seek, cos i didnt want to watch moving castle and there was no time to watch the show at 2.50, and jy said that white noise not nice so oso nvr watch.. so the last resort was to watch hide and seek larz... haha, a bad choice indeed... the show really sucked a lot... everyone hated it.. except jeffrey of cos... bleargh.. shld've listened to daniel and not watch that movie.. anywayy, we shopped a lil and went off after that... that nite, sua took my phone and smsed something like, 'do you know that i love you for a very long time?' to daniel! and i was like damn shocked and angry cos he keeps saying that i have a crush on daniel, sean, zhi hui, adeline, jijo and all.. it's like hello? i dun haf a crush on any of them!!! wtf!! *siheng's face*... no pt explaining... let sua say watever he wants to.. daniel will always be my bro and sean will be my best friend... jijo, who's he? k, ytd and today got nth much reflective lar... so i'm going to reflect abt my current friendship and my circle of company... firstly. jianyi. i'm kinda doing nth to salvage our already drifting friendship... it's like i'm just letting go and none of us are trying to cling onto it, which is somehow a good thing. yep, he has his circle of friends too - sng, melwan, weishi... ... and somehow i'm changing my circle of company too... i wouldn't say that we are that close, but i'd rather mingle with nice people like yam, ashley, jy than with what i think as irritating and lame company i used to have.. the structure is somehow like adjusted? i like to be with jy, yam, ashley cos they r fun in a way, and also with sua, taiboon and ben cos they are damn hilarious... it's like i enjoy being in a company of 2 different likes... the former company will like hang out in sports shops and the latter will prolly hang out in gifts/CDs shops... but i still like them lar cos they are lots of fun.. i ain't sure if jy or yam treats me as one of their closer friends lar, but at least i'm kinda happy that i can still like hang out wif them or sth... watever lar.. they dun hate me then fine liao... i am not that despo to make them like me... see how it goes in future lar... need time to see the insides of one another first... haha... budden its like nowadays i see jianyi in class, i just treat him like a stranger... i just dunno why... its like i have this protective shield arnd me to keep me away from his company, not exactly him... it's somehow like a test ofour friendship and the outlook is bleak. or perhaps he might be too preoccupied with other stuff and mightn't even realise my presence... cos its like we arent linked in anyway now.. i dun take bio, i dun take SMP, i aint in council, i am like almost an opposite of wat he does and all so there's almost no chance for us to mingle arnd and chat or anything... and the most impt thing is that we dun take the initiative to.. i see him, if i feel happy, i'd say hi and walk off. or else i'll just walk past him as if i was walking past mozzie or bryan.. just plain dao.... its like kinda weird and awkward cos we arent that close now... its a mutual feeling actually and i wonder if we shld continue this shield thingo or at least attempt to reconnect as friends once more... both suits me fine actually... i suddenly have no preference at all cos i realised that wats meant to be will be... nth can change that. oh ya, my eupho playing. how exciting.. there's this tutor thingo on sat morning, hope i can really improve on my tone and everything.. i sorta imprved and deprved in every aspect.. cant really explain.. all of my blog readers shldnt be interested to know abt it. so heck. haha.. oh ya, today laurang toked to us abt giftedness and everything... *in ego mode*.. haha she said (not meant) that 'Khee Xuan is gifted in singing and he likes what he's doing.' loll.. i am like damn happy and all but i dun tink she meant it lar... i'm sure jeffrey, sua also strongly disagree that... wateverz.... let me indulge and engulf myself in this fantasy where i think i really can sing well.... leave me at that place please... loll... i tink daniel is now damn annoyed by me cos 'i' (sua yu) sent the stupid msg, and i am like desperately trying to meet him and everything cos i haven seen him for a long time.. it's like i'm dying to meet my fave senior and all, and even tho he claims that i am his 'fave junior', he mightn't mean that or feel the sense of sibling-likeness as much as i do.. watver lar.. glad that he's in band so in a few mths time i can get to tok to him every monday and all lor... blah... boarding school life now is somewhat like a standstill cos its damn boring.. then its like i am dying to call and chat with people like sean or daniel but i tink they r like annoyed or pissed off with my consistent irritation lorz... sigh dunno wat to do, or who to call... jianyi? hmm... mayb lar... talking thru phone is seriously damn fun i guess, better than smsing and msning cos you get to express ur pt much faster and it feels nice to hear my friend's voice, like he's right in front to talk and everything.... can't help lar, i am so chatty and talkative wat... loll, this is such a boring post but i dun care lar.. free bio period now watz... so sian.. *yawn*.. band later... zibei time is here!signing off,KX
3/03/2005 11:11:00 AM
